we can never run from memories.
it could be that special song, or that special dance. or just a favourite food of his/hers.
or just simply anything.
but can the feelings associated with those memories ever leave?
you might have moved on, you might love someone else, but every once in a while you may come cross something which makes you think of her.
that's normal.
the big question comes whether you feel the ouch. the pang in your heart that comes with the memories. or your heart invariably softens. or just a little smile.
or do you feel nothing.
it is only when memories do nothing for you can you really say you love someone unconditionally. let's not define love as something that is hand in hand with responsibility and blah blah blah. let's just look at love as the pure emotional feeling right now.
i think this comes with time. because as the day goes on, the presence of that someone else fades, while the love for your current one grows to become overriding and powerful.
and at the end of the day,
there is such a thing as unconditional love after all.
let's get random.
the end of april is approaching. come may, i will study. it's a promise i made to myself.
ok wait let me rephrase, i will study more.
haha
and another rephrase, i will study my ass off. (how did that phrase come abt anyway!?) ok i will study till my ears drop?
let's get random again!
my msn nick is now 'i am jealous of that guitar player!'
for more details, go to
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/video/guitar.php.
i dont care if you say you're not interested. I ABSOULTELY INSIST!
my friend maryann(*wink) gave me the link.
and we're gonna work towards that standard! haha
last random!
i watched some ch8 7pm show for a couple of minutes just now because there was this minor philo conversation.
guy: if you had to go into the jungle, with a tiger, elephant, dog, and a peacock, who would you choose to let go first?
girl: the peacock. tiger last.! the tiger can protect me! the peacock cant do anything!
guy: well, i would let go of the tiger first. then the peacock.
girl: why!!?
guy: because the peacock needs me more than anyone else to get through the dangerous jungle.
.................... so wow right!
im ashamed to say that i thought of letting go of the peacock first. but the dog last.
anyway the conversation is edited cause i cant remember but this is the gist.
sigh.
i think we all need reminders like that every once in a while.