sometimes i wonder, does the problem really lie with me, or can i just be arrogant and say it lies with everybody else. yes, like everyone. you know, the kind where, it's not me, it's you, and you and you and you and you you you you you you you.

anyway, on another note, i cant stand the weather these days. yes, i know i have been blogging about the weather lately, but it isnt casual conversation, this is serious stuff and it is seriously affecting me.
i shower like 35 times a day, and carry even more packets of wet wipes now. yes auntie jem!

and yes, it seems like the world is being struck with disaster every other day.
and if it hurts us to even read about it, imagine the pain that the victims go through.
hmmd dear god, i know u hv some bigger plan out there, but i pray that the victims and their familes all find some source of comfort soon.

today, is rainy and cool. what a vast difference from the incredibly humid days we have been having.

randoms.

do u know that if u save money in a 'kong kong ( piggy bank), u can actually save quite a lot if u throw in ur loose change everyday. i tried it for the past year and wooppee, when i went to tokyo, i opened up my 'kong kong' ( which was aptly decorated with dollar bills- unfortunately fake) and voila i had additional $1k over to spend!

anyway, ive been saving again, after emptying out the portable bank for tokyo trip in lieu for the next holiday but the dragon's birthday is coming up . it's on labour day! ( i wonder if her mum's friends told her any corny jokes when she gave birth. like whee! ure going to labour on labour day! or wah, labour day still must labour) alright probably not.

anyway we went walking around at the newly opened gucci store at paragon and she saw a pair of slippers which she reallly liked but it was too ex for a lousy pair of slippers but i caught her glancing and glancing and glancing and glancing and glancing wistfully at it.
so that as a birthday present?

speaking of holidays, im looking forward to the june one with the vips. what was it again? sun sand sea song sing sang sung? hunky guys and whee oo wheet girls! ;)
( that was supposed to be a wolf whistle anyway)

the weather is freaking hot. can only hope that additional pespiration leads to losing more weight. ( does it work like that anyway)

i keep dreaming about going to sentosa and soaking in the pool with a bottle of white wine or bubbles . but ting! the bubble bursts all too soon.

arg. alright back to work.

i feel like ive been having out of body experiences. it's like i can be in the middle of doing something, and it just suddenly hits me and it's like 'oh my, im here, doing this doing that' it can be rather surreal, or nightmarish depending what situation i am in when the epiphany gatecrashes.

so i get a little bit distracted and i start thinking i shld be doing this instead of that, or go here instead of there. it usually ends with me resolving to be a better worker, better person better everything but needless to say, sometimes we just run out of energy.

sometimes i do think i think too much. hur.
and it's irritating because ive got too little time and limited resources so i shouldnt be wasting my time , correct?

sigh. im a bit tired.