sometimes. ( continued)
sometimes, you have so many things to say, so many opinions to air, you lash it all out. but sometimes, you become tongue tied, because for many situations, words fail you.
and all you can do is desperately hope that the other party hears the words you shout out inside.
but most of the time, they dont, because people dont listen enough.
sometimes, you cry so hard, you feel every single ache and you wish that it will go away.
sometimes you hold someone tight, and you feel every single breath, and you hold on tighter.
sometimes you wonder if the person you hold is feeling it too.
sometimes we can be so judgemental it's scary.
sometimes we are so righteous, it's ironic.
sometimes we fail to realise life is a paradox, or a mere satire.
sometimes you hold on to an idea, because we refuse to believe that it died out long ago.
sometimes we should believe dumbledore and acknowledge that love is the greatest magic of all.
sometimes you listen to a phrase, or lyrics, and it hits you hard.
and sometimes you want to share it with others, but you know the impact would be different.
sometimes you wish life can be a little easier.
but sometimes we should be thankful for our problems.
sometimes we should pray more.
sometimes perhaps allowing ourselves to feel a little regret is ok, if only to make us not repeat the same mistakes.
sometimes you want to tell your buddy how much you admire her and you are grateful for all the times shared together.
sometimes you lie awake at night not wondering which direction to head.
sometimes you are at the crossroads all the gawd damn time.
sometimes all you need is a little strength.
sometimes you want to pick up the phone to call someone.
but sometimes the words i miss you are just , words.
sometimes you want to tell someone how special they are. but sometimes you are afraid they will not believe you.
but sometimes you should just say it anyway, because people like to know that they mean something to someone.
and sometimes, i wonder if you know, that some of these 'sometimes' , i am speaking to you.
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and so the new year beckons.
it breaks my heart, upon recollecting some of the events that occured during the year.
but now we stand at the edge, it seems only right that we can turn our head around to look at yesterdays.
a new year, a new start. sure, some baggage and burden will follow you, but many other things, you get a second chance.
but sometimes it's painful. because of the decision you make to leave some things behind.
so there are mixed feelings. but 2007 has to be a better year, because we make it so.
so happy new year to you. and when i say happy, i mean happy.
