I think life comes full circle. And there’s always a cause and effect. Like, something must be broken in order for it to be fixed.
And something must be lost, in order to be found.
But the irony is such that you find someone, only to lose them again.
And when you wait for someone, it is just to have to let them go all over again.
And when you dream of someone, it is just a mockery to enhance the fact that the person is so near, yet just out of your grasp.

Maybe that is why fate brings you to the person that is by your side. You think?

sometimes i think, when a relationship makes you so miserable, then what is the point? and then i think again , maybe this is what keeps it real. like, the balance of life, the good and the bad, the happy and the sad. but i think it's kinda bullshit. maybe i should stop thinking.

we really have no reason to be unhappy.

for life is almost a bed of roses, so what's a few measly thorns.

the trouble with us is that we always concentrate on th things which went wrong, but we forget, everyday, a million things have gone right.

summarise the entire thing into a single word of perspective.

sometimes i think, the reason you find someone is to lose them all over again. and when you wait for someone, it's to let them go all over again.
maybe that's why fate brings you to the person that is by your side now.

you think?

the market is down lately, and my mood is matching it.

ok not really. i believe we are in for some uplifting soon. rally up everyone.

and let's roll in some of the overdue profits. ( or cut some of the eye popping losses )

fridays, crydays

the market does not look good at all. this would probably be a good time to go in, but what's the saying? dont bite off more than you can chew.

thoughts aloud.

i'm looking forward to the weekend like you wont believe it.

wakeboarding plans have been temporary shelved, but there are always dvds to keep it going.

or perhaps sentosa with the doggies.

mondays, glumdays.

or money-days. ( hopefully! there's still half hour more of the stock market!)

the trick is to learn how to breathe when your chest becomes compressed.
and the art is to know when to take it easy.
and the key is to realise it isnt such a big deal actually.

boy, that's difficult.

sometimes i think i'm too silly for my own good. the thoughts that run through, the words spoken, the actions done. and i'm horrified. that such a persona can actually exist.
are we all schizos all waiting to come out?
skeletons in closet? ive got a really angry one.

the butterflies the bees and all of god's gifts.
i need to beat myself senseless sometimes in order to beat sense into myself.

i see a new year resolution coming up!

men may laugh, but it really is no joke.
i laughed at zen's entry on pms, but it aint no joke either !

because i could identify with it too much to be splitting my sides. and my sides are split enough.

pms.
it's really please. makeit. stop.

anyway, ^5 zen i thought it was a myth too!
although i dont suffer from cramps, just maybe the occassional ouch, pms got its revenge by inflicting that emotional thingy things. excuse the loss for words. i mean seriously, how to u explain the pms thingy things? only females would understand this thingy thing and since probably no men read my blog im pretty sure you readers got what thingy thing is.

what was that you said? 'suppressed angst that eventually explodes in bouts'
i would applaud at that sentence, if my hands were not too occupied soothing my chest from it's emotional upheavals.

and yes, the ridicule that sets in after.

females have it bad. seriously.
week 1. happy sunshine.
week 2. half week happy sunshine. half week rain clouds gather.
week 3. the world is against me!!!!!!!
week 3.5. the world is against me still and my body is starting to get me! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
week 4. BLOOOOOOODDDDDY HELL! in every sense of the word !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

week 5. happy sunshine.
here we go again!

just think.
it's only about 10 days of glee and 20 days of torture.
thereabouts anyway.

but i'm currently at week one ! *whistles *
too much info?

if you said yes to above i bet, you are on any week but week one.
hang in there sister!
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