i feel like ive been having out of body experiences. it's like i can be in the middle of doing something, and it just suddenly hits me and it's like 'oh my, im here, doing this doing that' it can be rather surreal, or nightmarish depending what situation i am in when the epiphany gatecrashes.

so i get a little bit distracted and i start thinking i shld be doing this instead of that, or go here instead of there. it usually ends with me resolving to be a better worker, better person better everything but needless to say, sometimes we just run out of energy.

sometimes i do think i think too much. hur.
and it's irritating because ive got too little time and limited resources so i shouldnt be wasting my time , correct?

sigh. im a bit tired.