' to dream that you are crossing a bridge, signifies an important decision or critical junction. if the bridge is over water, it suggests that your transition will be an emotional one.'

'to see a shark in your dream, indicates feelings of anger, hostility and fierceness'

i feel like i have so much to say to you, yet i know and believe that closure is overrated. and nothing will ever be good enough for you. anyone can ask me, what i hope to achieve, and i cannot answer because i dare not.
i know it is audacious of me, to have such expectations of loyalty when i clearly did not earn it nor deserve it. but im so tired of being the bad guy. the bad guy went through hell, but everyone only sympathizes with you.
i dont care about the rest of the world, but i do care very much what you think of me.
i feel so sad, because i think i dont know you anymore. and whatever we used to have was such a big lie.
you put the blame on me, but you werent there.
the pattern is so repetitive, it's just sad then angry then sad again.
we have both moved on, and thus i wish you well.
as for the rest of my thoughts, i shall just keep it private.
they say there are many moments in life when you must walk alone, and this is one of them.