yesterday, i was rushing to a couple of my appointments, and one appointment tok me past sgh and the other took me past my grandma's home. and i got a little irrationally angry about the chain of events, because all these months i never had an appt anywhere near these places and when i wish to avoid them suddenly i am called to them. ah such is life's humour.

could not sleep well last night, therefore had ample time to figure out life's mysteries. haha well my own life anyhow. predictably, no conclusion can be reached, certain matters accepted albeit resignedly, and well nothing very substantial except the nodding to the knowledge that life goes on, even after death, after failed relationships, even when something goes wrong with ur family, ur friends, ur business, ur love life etc etc etc etc. the world doesnt stop turning, ur world may halt temporarily but life does go back to some sort of order.

remembered my grandma, and well there are some people you remember with a pang, and grandmothers fall under that category.

remembered others too, but shall not go into that.

ok! a little bit morose, the next entry will be a happier one.