the problem with us is that we never know how to be contented.
and every now and then you are thrown off balance. and it's easier to be thrown off then to get on again.

maybe it's healthy though. some mental and heart exercise. haha..

you think?

but we're humans! im back to the 'moment' theory. some things and feelings are meant to last for that moment. you dont act on it, you dont carry it forward, you just relish it and keep it tucked away somewhere forever.
it's like a lighter. a small spark, and it's gone.
but no more fluid to light it up again.