i feel so upset when i think about MJ 's death and i keep wishing things were different!
i am as upset as i was when susan boyle didnt win britain's got talent.

oh gosh! im turning into a sympathetic old woman. which is good, cause you know, more empathy and whatevers!

bring on the buckets to catch the tears!

:(

i'm off to an insurance examination shortly. i dread it, i dread it! if is pass, that will be absolute last exam i prob have to sit for, unless i decide to change profession in future.

but i have zilch confidence.

crying a river!

oh weepie weepie cry baby.

grrr.