sometimes i think i'm living in a world of dreams. not in the good sense mind, not the kind where my life is so good i am living for the moment.
and i dont mean dreams where it's akin to ambitions, places which you wish to get to, things which you wish to do.
i mean the terrible kind, the day dreams, where i really am deluding myself that there are sweets on the ground and raining marshmallows and popsicles hanging on the trees.

man, do i sound gloomy. must be monday blues.
and all this because of one lousy reason - the stock market.

after this stint, i'm gonna get out of it. my horoscope says the only markets that i should step into are those which i carry baskets and buy fish and meat and vegetables.

anyhow, it's not the end of the world! there are still beautiful things and moments!