it's been an eventful past week, with more lows than up.
sometimes i think about the goals i have set and realise the near impossibility of it all. but then i reckoned, if u want to set targets, you might as well set a high one and aim to get as close as possible, rather than an easy one hence lesser satisfaction.
i guess, as always, it's always best to know what the balance is, but the goals i have set, i aim to achieve, and if i dont, at least i cant say i didnt try. still, it's early days yet.

how pessimistic i sound. haha.

it's a hectic day and i cant believe i'm taking a few minutes off to blog. in fact, it's one of those days where you have a mountain of things to do you dont know where to start so u continue to laze in the valleys.

lots of chinese new year lunches and dinners ( all business ) coming up and i have to say although the food is gonna be good, i'm not looking forward to all the entertainment and networking.
cause i kinda feel it's really at these events where you are surrounded by so many people but you've never felt more alone.
but you gotta do what you gotta do. so the only way to see it is, 'it could be fun' you just never know.

being on the subject of chinese new year, i'm looking forward to the 2 days break. i dont have to worry about work, dont have to worry about the stock markets, everything else can wait, and i can just have a carefree 2 days collecting money. hee...

but having said all that, i'd rather have all my problems and have what i have, than no problems, and nothing.