i smile, but it cant quite reach my eyes.

it has been an eventful weekend.

my non-technical grandma passed away. i say non-technical because she is uncle oliver's mummy and uncle oliver is my non-technical dad. but she's my grandma in every sense of the word.

i was supposed to visit her that afternoon. but i never got the chance. i didnt even know how serious it was.
it's really the epitomy of 'i didnt even get to say goodbye '

she's a really sweet lady, and i wish so much it didnt have to happen. i prayed so hard when uncle oliver told me in the morning that the condition was not good.
she really isnt supposed to go.

ouch.

plus thinking of all the families' pain at losing her just doubles my own pain.

she's not supposed to go. and i want her home...

on a second note, the other day i received an sms from jo regarding a dog who is skin and bones.
she was sent to spca, nearly put down but thankfully was rushed to the vet by a gracious kind soul who picked up the hefty vet tab as well.

anyway needless to say, Bella is now residing in telok kurau for the time being while being nursed to health.

i never met a dog who looked aneroxic.

but cross your fingers, and let's hope Bella gets a 3rd chance in life.