sometimes when i envision what lies ahead, i feel excited yet i want to barf at the same time.
mixed emotions, man this is the epitome of it.

sometimes i badly want to whinge, but then i compare myself to others-- everything is relative -- and i really feel ashamed. yet i want to continue to be childish and say stuff like i am only human i have a right to feel this this this. but you know what?
just because we have a right, does not mean we should abuse it.

suddenly i feel myself grow up a little.

but i'm glad i am on the current path i am now. i have everything to be thankful for.

because i think i have it all. dont we all?

sure, i would like to have more money. haha
but yeah will spare you the crap about we have health, family etc etc.
ok not crap. i didnt mean that i just used that word because that line is so overrated.

but everything as in. yeah. everything.

how do u define contentment.