sometimes i think i lead myselfup for disappointments. i shld learn that there is a time where u do have to be pessimistic.

last night, yl and i saw a dog get run over by a car.

you know, perhaps i can even try to understand if an accident was unavoidable as it was the main road and perhaps the dog darted out of nowhere.
BUT U DIDNT EVEN STOP!
what kind of person hits a dog and not bother to stop to check if it's ok. HOW COULD U LEAVE IT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GAWD DAMN ROAD!

sometimes i love yl sooo much. she dashed out to the road to pick the dog up. i was almost scared witless at the oncoming headlights but i had to dash out with her to play traffic police for a while.

when she picked the dog up, she dog let out a gasp. which at that point, i thought he was just trying to grasp for air.

but after the spca came, i realised i have just witness its last breath.

i kinda had this vague idea that the dog died. my it didnt sink in till the people came to take it away. hell i was like thinking up names for the dog already because i was holding out for a miracle.


:'(

i dont want any jupiter or bach anymore.