faith is one thing. but faith in another, when she's not around to affirm it, is a whole different notion altogether. these few days, ive been wondering. when you are being questioned, have we reached that stage that the flame of faith is unwaverable, knowing that courage is drawn from this very fact, to give us strength not to cave in.my flame for you does not flicker at all, but how about you towards me. this uncertainty, is hard to live with. because it just makes everything we had a facade.

and i think it's funny, how a random innocent question from someone sets off at trail of insecurity, which sets off so suddenly, it pierced you right where your lowered the armour.