i read ur blog entry dated 10 dec.

there are many things that i'd like to say, but it seems like all has been said and done already.
sometimes, i feel indignant on your behalf, and i used to think that it was ego when i thought that no one could ever take my place in that sense. and all those people that you met were such losers, how could they ever make you feel what i made you felt?
does that sound arrogant or what?
but then i read ur entry, and i realised this wasnt cockiness-talk after all.
after the whole tiring mess, i thought that when i thought about you, it would simply be frustration, relief, and those tinges of bitterness. and it was, for a long time. i know it's mutual. but that means that, whatever we had was real. it was not a fairytale, an illusion etc. it was real life shit and shit happens.
but i'm glad it happened anyhow.

i didnt think anyone was good enough for you, not because i always wanted to be number 1 in your life. ive gone past that stage.
i realise that after the whole gamut of emotions and dramatics we went through, you are such, well, a special girl. ( and i dont mean special in that justin kind of way. aahahhahahaha )
but i didnt want you to get hurt.
as cheesy as it sounds, i just want you to be happy. and thus, when i supposedly scoff at the new ones, it's simply because, they're not good enough to you, and that's shiningly obvious to me.
for all your faults, you have a whole lot of good points anyone would search for an eternity in a gf but never find.
trust me, when the one who finds you, you'd hear me go 'way to go!'
because you deserve a whole lot better than me, than them.

love u babe.