when you least expect it, sometimes God sends down an angel to help you go through the difficult hours when you least expect it.

mornings are the hardest. perhaps it's because i have the most energy then.
therefore, the whole night of drinking and the morning cycling minimised the pain.

the great company. K and Y. i'll be forever grateful.

as i have reiterated, it's not about getting over it, or moving on. it's about simply getting used to the constant heartache.

that's all.

im a survivor.