ok, ignore the previous post. that was panic nerves speaking.
by the end of the night, i was majorly relieved that my brain aint that wooly anymore.

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i had a sudden revelation last night. or maybe i always knew it all along, but it never came up the way it did.
i realised why people say that sometimes love just aint enough.

because you can love someone with all your heart soul whatever, but it isnt how you want to be loved.

you can say the right words, execute the right moves, but ultimately, it all boils down to how you treat your partner and whether it is the way he wants to be treated.

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i've been getting too many sudden revelations. but it's good, because things are finally put into perspective.