even the most enthusiastic travellor would find his energy waning after a while. especially when his destination becomes foggy, and the boulders in the way are no longer attractive challenges but obstacles which are beginning to wear him down.
There are times where you cannot summon the energy to continue, taking the easy way beckons, yet you fear repercussions, for you know the consequences arent gonna let you off lightly.

but being brave doesnt always work. the one who came up with 'fortune favours the bold' didnt exactly get it right. because as usual there are too many factors, centering only around you but your closed ones too.

making a choice to lead double lives has its expensive price.
but whoever said choices were easy.

sometimes it isnt even a choice. it was just soemthing you fell into, or couldnt help. maybe it was a nature, or a nuture.

at the end of the day, you have happiness, but you have sadness too.

no wonder they say God is fair.
cause you really cant have your cake and eat it too.