laugh in amusement or wince in pain. and then you think, maybe there isnt much of a difference between the two after all.

it's damning to be a mere spectator, when you want to get down and dirty on the playing field.

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serious hardcore drinking beckons. but i only turn to its direction.
let's see if we really do end up walking towards it.

it's time for relaxation.

let's see where the booze leads us to.