every now and then, you come across something which makes your surface stoic falter a litte. just when you assume you dominate the situation, just a spark can ignite the flame you thought was extinguished a long time ago.

but as you struggle to regain your momentum, in the moments where your defences slip a little, you find that it isnt so bad after all. perhaps disallowing detachment can do wonders,after all not all the memories in your memory bank are bad, as long as you know how to handle it.

so you may feel ashamed of your thoughts at times, but let's face it, how often can one acheive perfection in something, and if you actually do, how long does it last. i sound cynical here, but all cynics are realists.

so worship idealism all you want, but hey, conclusion, sometimes, it's ok to be practical.