on an average day, jem occasionally has to struggle to take in air and has to resort to uncomfortable deep breathing because of chest tightenings.
:(

with a psi reading soaring to as high as 130, im just seriously down in the dumps.

i didnt feel the effects of the haze till yesterday, when k and i stepped into town. i thought my glasses were dirty. but even if i change new lenses, its still foggy!
it is that bad. exaggeration? please, this is the sad truth.

i returned from piano almost blue from the lack of oxygen (ok this IS stretching the truth a little) , coughing incessantly (again sad truth) and a volley of complains.

how ironic, considering i was rambling on and then i ended off with 'oh i am going out later'

haha i think my parents couldnt decide if that was amusing.

anyway, my mum insisted, (and i resisted) that my inhaler AND my nasal spray along with me.

i told her it wouldnt help.
so she said, 'ok tmr i buy you mask. '

mask it is.