sometimes you get warnings and signals not to trod down a particular path but you ignore them anyway.
and sometimes you realise, that familiarity does not equate to chemistry.
it's comfortable, it's nice, but the spark has vanished.
but then one likes to counter and debate against it, searching for tons of excuses, because one has already misunderstood.
how easy it is to get carried away.
and at the end of the day, that's all it is. a huge misunderstanding.

sometimes you get blown away from a blast from the past. and you get swept up with everything, nothing seems clear anymore.

all it takes, is a little meditation, so that in the midst of all the confusion, you dont lose sight of who you really are.

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so it's another saturday night.
last saturday was crazy.
c.r.a.z.y.
my whole world turned topsy turvy for that night literally and metaphorically.
so this time round, let's stay away from the alcohol.