with just a turn of thoughts, you can be transported to yesterdays. almost with a flash, some people seem to grow up before your eyes.
be thankful for your constants, because they are fixtures of permanence which comforts us in this era of changes.
some things and people grow in importance, others fade through time.
and some things just become so trivial.

sometimes you are drawn to the temptation to stoop low and be childish, and yet you know you've grown up a little when you realise that some things are really beneath you.
sense of pride? accomplishment?
wisdom really does come with experience.

and you know, you really cant compare certain situations. because the depth of feelings towards similar situations are always different.
no matter how many similarity boxes you tick, it can never be the same.
time, can be relative.

how mature we can be, how philosophical we are, with deep thoughts spewing out of our mouths like masters of the situation.
yet, despite the recited words, the distinction markings of sentences,
how ignorant we sometimes are.

*pauses to think*

this is totally random. and maybe it's mushy, overly romantic i dont know, and frankly i dont care.
all i know is, ive never met someone who makes me so happy, and someone whom i can be so real with.
someone whom i can laugh so hard with until my stomach hurts and i cry with laughter.
someone who truly will be there through ups and downs.

someone, so that when the question of 'how are you' is posed to me, my thoughts flicker to her immediately and i respond automatically but sincerely, 'life is good'

even in the midst of worries and shit, they can be shrugged off.

yea, life is great. because she's really my blessing.
im blessed that she loves me, even when i had nothing to offer.

i'm lucky.

i love you k!