so ive been a temporary recluse from the internet because my com was recently down. anyway, it's back up and running i'm back in touch with e-world. (the world. E world. E-mail world. GET IT? AHAHAHAHA)
some things just dont change.

8 july- happy birthday shaun. you're 24!

anyway, i think i do need a diet plan. not because i am planning to lose weight, but i need to get my health on check. it's spiralling downhill, and when i begin work at UOB plus teach on saturdays, well, it's gonna get beyond a joke.

i'm thankful for the opportunity given, and blessed that i grabbed it, and i'm trying to ignore those iotas of doubts and try focus on that instead.
no one likes growing up, i'm no exception.

it isnt the increased responsibility etc that gets most people down.

it's the changes.

changes in yourself, your life, and in others. you've been thrown out of your comfort zone, and into one that you barely had any experience in. and you have got to deal with the ones around you who have to cope with the same changes that you will go through.

they say the most important things dont change.
i say they do.

after all, isnt it a well known fact that the only thing that doesnt change is that everything changes.

it's tough when you dont know where life is going to take you. and feeling helpless is one of the worst feelings. when you dont have a direction, many things lose its meaning. and then you see your happiness go flying out of the window but you've got no wings to grab it back.

when that happens, sometimes you have to allow your loved ones to get it back for you. even if they dont have wings, you know they will try their gawd damn darndest.
support is very important.

dont look so far. sometimes, it's right in front of you.