'when you are sad, i am sad too.'
perhaps when you see that these are words and not the mere formation of alphabets, you will be able to nurture the reflective side of yourselves and appreciate the true nature of this.

and then perhaps you all will understand what ive been trying to put through all this while.

humans beings are sad creatures.
make that, mad, bad, and sad.

sometimes, other feelings act as a shield or a mask. not as a form of protection, but just simply to hide true feelings that one does not want to display, or is incapable of.

how many of us can boast to have the true capacity to tell the world that what you see is what you get.

as i have reiterated many times, we judge too quickly. sometimes, underneath all that bravado, is just someone waiting to be brought home. yet, dont blame others for assuming, it's only natural to do so especially when you have been potraying it all the while too.

sigh. why do we live in such a complicated world.

so many crazy ideas, too many insane thoughts.
the worst part to this is that you cant even talk about it, because there are certain issues and situations in life where you need to stand on your own two feet, and not stamp on someone else's toes to do it. YOU ARE ALONE.

there are moments, albeit fleeting moments, when you have to distinguish the line between solitude and loneliness.

you only have yourself. to deal with all the pain, the anger, the memories, the bewilderment, the shame, the humiliation.
all of which, some of it you deal with the knowledge you brought it upon yourself.

and you dont wish to share. because of the embarrassment of such thoughts and feelings.

i understand this, more than anyone thinks that i do.

because maybe i go through these times, more often than you think i do too.

i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell.

tell me. is ignorance bliss?