they always say that it's not a fantastic idea to put in one hundred percent, in all aspects, all angles.
you fulfill all the criteria, the conditions, and you excel in it.

but because of the dedication that you threw in, you allowed it to become a major part of your life. and like towards yourself, you begin to desire certain expectations and rewards.

and that's where the trouble starts. there aint no such thing as unconditional, granted, but the danger of sadness, heavily masked by outward resentment, begins to creep in, pointing a mocking finger along the way.

and then you have to exercise control, that when you give something, you give it as a present. and you certainly dont expect the other person to return a present just because you gave them one right?

definitely it is not that such simple execution, but it's a good guideline to go by, just a little reminder to tell us what is truly important.

they say when you give yourself, sometimes your benefits may not be so obvious, but you will be rewarded, just open your eyes and heart, sometimes, your present is right there.

we forget sometimes. but it's ok. as long as you come right back on track, derailments are fine, as long as they dont get too out of hand, so that the number of casualties become fatalities.