i had all these noble ambitions of waking up at 6am to study for my paper in the afternoon. i didnt want to study the night before because i was tired so i reasoned that it's better to rest adequately in order to have more brain cells when i wake up. ps: it is no excuse. it is logic and common sense!

anyhow, i think i should get rid of my bed during this period. it' s just so darn comfortable that whatever morning aspirations i have just exist only in my dreamland.

i still woke up relatively early and rushed some work, which successfully killed several brain cells due to all that panicked cramming so therefore even if i studied the night before there wouldnt have been any difference.

grr.

i work best under pressure aka yes yes last minute. but whatever minute work i did, i really pray i can scrape through. pray pray pray pray pray

gosh i always become extra pious and religious and suddenly i'm all in tune with my spiritual awakenings during the exams. how hypocritical. god forgive me. :S

alright. off to get slaughtered!

tsk tsk. ok wrong mentality.

alright. off to ace the gawd damn bloody shit paper!