when you have an excitable and optimistic nature, likened to those kids whom you promised a trip down to toys r us, you had better be darn sure that you have a set of skills meant for disappointment handling.

if not, you're going to turn into your average typical cynic.

and oh yes, keep the faith too.

but im beginning to wonder if it's a good idea to have such a child-like nature.
mind you, this is highly different from having expectations.
it's just merely having the pureness of looking forward to something.

i think, in view of our pessimistic world, it's great to retain certain manners of innocence.

but i think i begin to realise why so many have 'grown up'.

oh damn, im turning into one of them arent i?