i think some of us have such strange mentalities.

we never seem to have any drive until we are at the final lap and suddenly we increase our strides and make a mad dash.

it's a good way of handling stress because you dont worry unnessarily but when you're too laid back, you dont have that motivation, and sometimes without that, you cant achieve much.

but, as i always say. to each his own. whatever works best for you, may be the worst for someone else.

the problem is identifying which category you fall in.

well, tomorrow marks the beginning of temporary doom for me.
your prayers are much appreciated during this dreadful time.

*gloomy*