the feeling of unsettledness is driving one to distraction.
the wandering has gone on for far too long.

every lost sheep is eager to return home.

sometimes
i wish i was brave
i wish i was stronger
i wish i could feel no pain
i wish i was young
i wish i was shy
i wish i was honest
i wish i was you not I

'cause I feel so mad
i feel so angry
i feel so callused
so lost, confused, again
i feel so cheap
so used, unfaithful
let's start over
let's start over

sometimes i wish i was smart
i wish i made cures for how people are
i wish i had power i wish i could lead
i wish i could change the world for you and me

box car racer-I feel so

jaded. angst. how overused vocabulary.
but how real they get at times.

but when i'm lying in your arms, i know i'm home.