even blogging several times daily doesnt help to take my mind off things.

usually any form of expression gives you a clearer understanding of things, and writing isnt any exception. but there are times where its effects are unfortunately reversed.

a.r.g.

it just hits so randomly, and then my mind begins to overflow while i frantically try to do my darndest to keep it under control.

i've been so preoccupied and it's beginning to show.

i've always been someone who thinks too much for my own good but it's spiralling way out of my hands.

i think ive just finally realize its power.

one thing that i really hate is lack of control, the inability to take in hand thoughts and actions.
so thus, i am beginning to dislike myself.