hyper sensitive. yes that is the perfect epitomy of jem.

i always thought that insecurity is based on the other party's lack of reassurance. now i feel it stems from the other party's insufficient reassurnace. and we all know that insufficiency is relative, for what may be enough to one is hopelessly minimal to others.

i wonder why it never seems to be enough. is it human's nature of innate greed?

or perhaps it's a feeling of fear so overwhelming that it threatens to spiral out of control.

one minute t it soaks in contentment and happiness, the next tick of the hand is accompanied by a sheer drop of the heart for no apparent reason. irrational or not, rollercoaster emotions are exhausting.

my only defence is that love is not supposed to be logical.

everytime i look at you, i thank God that i am not blind..