which triumphs over the other? ignorance or apathy?
or are they really 2 evils holding hands?

can you really be prepared even if you know its full details?
and does it really hurt less if you practice detachment?

whatever it is. the truth fucking stinks. holding your noses doesnt help one bit.

you can turn away to hide, but you can never really run that far.

so i brace myself. for what i may call the inevitable to what some people may say it's only possible. irrational i am, but clumsy reassurances do nothing for me.

but in this bid of temporary insanity, i begin to lose myself up to the amounting pressure, tension and spoken and unspoken expectations. demands, obligations just add to the happy family.
so everybody gets a piece of me.

you know, i feel that right now, i am the perfect epitomy for the cliche 'there is a time for everything'

because it reigns true.

there are times in life when people belong to you wholly. but sometimes, they drift.

there is a time where you laugh with joyful abandon, yet times where you weep with heartrending sorrow, mixed with built up grief.

there is a time where tender kisses are shared, but times where hurtful exchanges fly from one another.

there are times when you are convinced you can pull through, yet many times feel like you're ready to give up.

there are times where you can miss someone so much, yet times where you feel you can live without.

there are times to keep, and times to throw away.

this is life isnt it? it's all about moments and how you feel at that very exact second..