must it always take an event to realise that you no longer love a person the way you used to?

or do you just wake up one day and in an instant know that everything has changed.

we always say that there will always be a special someone whom you remember for all time.
and the memories will never vanish and all that crap.

it's true.
but memories do fade, and some become unimportant. and the general feeling is different.

that's the word.
different.

you wonder if she has truly moved on.

i wonder.

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my piano teacher actually suggested i take an mc and skip my piano exam. yup.. that's how unprepared i am.

but i have decided to go for it and fail, and receive a slap on the face.
i think i need to wake up.

and maybe pray for a miracle.