it's okay even if it's wrong, for the time spent with someone special is more valuable than anything else.

but what if someone got hurt in the process? what if love was at the expense of someone else?
everything has its price, and she paid your debts for you.

and then you begin to learn.

you learn that some of your actions, results in misery.
for every smile you created, you caused a tear to fall.

but you learn that we all live in different worlds, and hers is working out that way.
you learn that you are not responsible for her happiness.
and you also learn to live with the guilt.

*pauses*

you learn because...

how often can you lose yourself in a situation where the rest of the world dont matter, just for that little while?

yes.. it's simply.. live for the moment virtue.

even if it was a mistake, it's overrided.

by just that ache in your heart, and that look in each others' eyes.

even if it wasnt meant to last.

because maybe, just maybe, a miracle is out there.

and if it isnt, it's okay.

because you have understood one of the most important lessons of all.
you understood how to treasure every single minute you have in front of you, in case that person ever has to go away.
even the little things, you keep it close to you.

you understood that some things, though temporary, are more permanent than those which last forever.

you understood that tomorrow is not a gift given freely to everyone, and you cherish today as if tmr might never come.

and you understand that love can still be pure, even if it has been tainted by exterior circumstances.

we grow and understand more everyday. and i am no exception.
keeping my fingers crossed with you M.. for your J and for my.......
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'tis a messy world we live in.

full of greatness, yet so full of shit.