we normally run away from people we dislike.
or people we like too much.

we all grow up a little everyday.

views that we have clung onto slowly start to change, perceptions, certain theories no longer hold the same weight anymore.

everyday, if we are reflective enough, we experience changes. changes in our mentality, our outlooks, our mind spectrum broadens a little more.
because sometimes, we are more observant than usual, and we realise, either slowly or with a jolt that we're not quite right all the time.

suddenly, it aint about you anymore. it isnt about you in your own world anymore. it's about people you dont know, people you may meet, and people in your life. and the complement, the compliment or the colliding of your world and theirs.

everyday we watch soap operas, either the dramas of our lives or others.
and sometimes we laugh. sometimes even sneer. because of its absurdity, its complexties or its downright stupidities. or maybe we just find it hilarious because fake racous laughter beats tears anytime.

and like the characters in those soap operas, we have to deal with ours. our interactions, our conversations, their presence. and then we learn to adapt.

or sometimes even fall in love. or out of love.

and then we grow up. and learn a little more.

we learn to live with certain memories. we learn to let go.
we learn to accept some changes, we learn to tolerate others.
we learn how to deal with our emotions.

we learn that some people are just wrong for you, and they shouldnt be in any episodes with you.
we learn that some people are just wrong for you, yet you continue to work with them anyway.

we learn that some people are right for you, just not for this season's show.

we learn that some people are meant to be together, but just not now.

it's a whole melodramatic learning process almost.
a whole damn soap opera within a soap opera.

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my spiritual buddy:
i am sorry.
i really am.
and your words will give me strength.

to my one in a million:
im sorry too.

you guys shld know who u r. but just to be on the safe side, do drop me a tag when u see this.