so i sat there, and stared at the book, it's title jumping off at me.
was it that obvious that i had a problem?

'breaking free from anger and forgiveness'

hell, the book is all about anger management.
do i really need that?

apparently.

but i beg to differ.

in fact, i violently protest.

i think my self control is in its place.

sigh. it's always the ones closest to your heart, your immediate loved ones that push you over the edge. well for me anyway.

anyway, i took a glance at the book anyway, and there was this phrase which said 'determine not to raise your voice'

haha. well, that i really fail dismally huh?

you know, most of the time, like what i always say and which i will reiterate, my anger is really, just another form of sadness.

i wonder why though. i never had to fight to be in control. i was IN control.
what changed?

seems like things just got unsettled again. just when i thought perhaps we had a special understanding and reached a mutual conclusion, im just proven wrong all over again, and reminded me of why and where we went wrong in the first place.
different conflicting views leading to battles. it's the same damn thing again and again.
goodness. enough already.