glued to a world of perceptions... but im getting myself unstuck now..

my world is changing.

i cant decide if it's a good thing or not.

sometimes i remind myself that love is not everything. i stubbornly cling onto that. and i do still believe it.

but then, there comes that little irritating voice which asks 'why not?'

i sigh and reply:
love IS not everything. there are so many other things.

and that irritating voice says:
it's how much you love that is everything. which still amounts to love.

and i say:
maybe. or maybe not.
you may love someone so deeply, yet...

irritating voice:
whatever sacrifices you are willing to make, whatever obstacles are in the way, what determines your choice to stay or leave?
love right? see see it's love!

i say:
fuck off!

gee why the hell am i entertaining that stupid little voice anyway??

trouble is...
im starting to agree with that stupid irritating voice.

or maybe i just want to believe in that too.