my heart bleeds for you like how it will never bleed for anyone else.

how and why did things end up like that?

everything happens for a reason. *takes a deep breath* and unfortunately we are the epitomy of 'never meant to be'. cheesy? maybe. the truth? heartbreakingly definite.

i miss her.
i didnt remember us, neither did i reminise.
it just hit like a ton of bricks. and hurt with the same magnitude.

i have times of emptiness, the places where she used to fill. i have broken pieces, the ones that she has broken.

it's not like i havent moved on. i have. i carry on with life and i'm happy and contented.

it's just that i never loved anyone the way i love her. and i just feel down at times, that's all.
im entitled to that right?

the anger has finally subsided, only to be replaced by immeasurable sadness.
i dont know which is worse.