Rememberance with a touch of wistfulness...

i learnt the technical and theoratical aspects of the electric guitar for my first lesson on wednesday. all i can say is, i definitely know why i always do so much better for practical. it was/is the same for piano!
i just like to enjoy the music and pretend i'm some rock star you know?

i know i know, to become an expert you gotta start from the rules, like learning how to hold a pick the right way, which i think my fingers just cannot grasp the concept.
i dropped it a few times during the lesson and it fell into the hole (you know the hole in the middle of the guitar) and i had to shake my guitar while praying feverishly that it'll drop out.

some led zepplin huh?

soon soon.

happy news to share my joy -- my hp is back in action.
sad news to share my misery -- i am broke.

*grumbles*
it was only 2 months! i dont get it! ive NEVER not paid my bill before!

but you know singtel gives some vouchers during your birthday month and i have to say they are pretty good~!

how contradicting jem.

i miss our balcony breaks maumau. going to meet gwen in a while!

*pauses to think*

started school on a more regular basis. you will all be glad to know that my attendace is better. long may it last. hey this is my final year. not to mention my honours year! haha
pretty interesting subjects, such as family law!

dont think id' make a great lawyer in that field though. you know how lawyers shouldnt rule by their own personal judgements or feelings? i dont know if i can detach myself just like that when it comes to families because yes i'm a softie cause all the emotions are just so raw and real. i might just sob through the whole interview with my client.

:S

it hasnt been a very fantastic week. but hey, to appreciate your good you have to put up with the bad. that's my motto. get angry, get miserable, get frustrated and f** *beep beep beep* up, but at the end of the day, you need these feelings if not you'll never be able to value the good feelings in life.

right?

it's just gone past 12...
cher is clubbing at momo. gwen is going to o bar. the night is young and youthful!
not for me. it's late. i have to sleep soon.. because....

it's off to work tmr! sigh. i am officially working a 12 hour day from now on. plus if you know me, i'm someone who gets tired easily. hell by noon i'm already zombified.

but we all gotta do what we all need to do...

life right?

oh so responsible me.

god bless you all.