the trouble with pure unadulterated routine is that you can sink deeper into its confortable stupor until you become bleary eyed and you cant differentiate the line between reality and illusion.

people claim that routine is stifling. and it is. but if it is only temporary, it's blissful. and the depth of content you experience is so fulfilling that you pride yourself in knowing that you have reached the matured emotional capacity to relish every single day because you know that what you have in your life is not something to be taken for granted but to be sincerely treasured.

day by day, one step at a time. nice to know that happiness isnt so hard to reach.
gives and understanding to the phrase 'tired but happy'

anyway, maumau has returned to perth! but i'm not that sad. haha oops! no maumau not cause i wont miss you but because excitement at my upcoming trip overrides everything else! i can just picture gwen and i at 6am sleepily shuffling through the gates but waking up completely at the sight of you! make sure you bring huge cardboard signs so we can spot you easily.

and yun is coming back in a few days!! *dances a jig*
yun yun yun my precious yun !

cher has been staying over very often. and so when she goes home, my room feels so empty!
like now. my bed is too big for me la. i miss you hurry come stay again!

joey jeab and cher wanted to watch that thai horror show the other day. which i erm.. politely declined. and you know what!? i went home and that very night i had a nightmare about this thai woman ghost!

ok briefly this woman used to stay at the restaurant which i am working now. she started to follow me all over the place and typically no one can see her but me. and she was angry with me and each day, because of that anger she grew uglier and uglier! (so exorcist right) and when i mustered up the courage to ask her she screamed at me in thai (or so i assume) so of course i dont understand.
doesnt sound scary here but think abt it. a thai woman ghost getting uglier every day and following me everywhere!
what kind of nonsensical dream is that.

SEE U GUYS IT'S ALL UR FAULT!~! WHO ASK U WANT TO WATCH HORROR SHOW! NEVER EVEN WATCH ALREADY HAVE NIGHTMARE.

i used to be a sucker for horrors but now you gotta drag me arm leg hair whatever to get me to watch and even so i'll jsut close my eyes throughout.

i'll only watch ghost buster.

at least you know, the ghosts get busted.