bintan trip was not bad, company made it perfect. parents and gf. loved ones. what more can anyone ask for right?

had to cut short the trip by a little bit because of a family situation.

which is still taking time to sink in. which means the grief lasts longer. but then, you dont have to deal with impact.

disorientating though. everything happened a bit too fast.

first, it was work and all the stupid admin i had to deal with on saturday plus sunday.
next, bintan. which was fun. but all the sea sports and everything made my thighs and arms ache like hell. my muscles are senior citizens. yea, not even middle age.
and darling, i am genuinely sorry i gave you that big,-no hug- no enormous-no dinosaurish-ous. bruise.
dinosaurish. the big kind. t-rex. diplosaurus kind.
it was that big.
*sheepish*

and then it was waking at 730 to catch the 930 ferry. all the rushing about to check out and change our bookings.

and then it was po po's funeral.
which we stayed over. but last night at abt 4am, i really could not tahan, and so i went to sleep. but, no bed. only the playground slide. so there i crashed for 2 hours.

my grandma was really a lovely lady.
on the streets, you may have met some nice old lady which makes you smile.
well, maybe it's my po po? :>

prayers and thoughts are very much appreciated.