it's frustrating, it's downright maddening that the one person you love so much doesnt have much idea how much she is loved.

but, it is sad too.

you start to think that maybe you didnt do enough to show it, but then you counter with a defence because that idea is just so absurd to you, seeing how you know you have done your fair share and you know your heart is simply bursting with so much love!

haha ok sounds cheesy i know.

ok but seriously.

a relationship works both ways, and sometimes we dont always love someone the way they want us to.
give up then? walk away?
i might have. i did.

but i will not.

because i do want to make this a lifetime commitment. it will takes years to truly understand or compromise with each other.
but i cant do this alone.

you need to have faith.
you need to believe that i wont be unfaithful.
you need to believe that i wont lie to you.

because i will not.

i only have one heart.

i love you.

i repeat.
i love you.