i have a very intense phobia.

i am paranoid about my loved ones leaving me before i'm ready.
or me leaving them because i'm not ready.

make it extremely paranoid.

and yes, paranoia not properly gripped can threaten to escalate out of control.

but with the loved ones i have, who can help it?

everyday i thank god for giving my family friends and i the gift of life. the very precious gift that i am terrified of never receiving it one day.
i also ask that He gives us tomorrow. for it isnt something promised to everyone.

i request that He look out for my mummy too. keep her in the pink of health. and most importantly, happiness.

because my mummy is undoubtedly the best mummy in the whole world.

yes yes i know, everyone thinks their mum is the best.

but it's true. mum IS the best.

happy mothers' day mummy! i love you!
and happy mothers day to all mummies and future mummies in the world.

a funny incident.. no make that incredulous!

my student: byebye! *waves*
me: bye
student comes back in a minute:( says in a sweet but nonetheless loud voice) OH YEAH HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY MRS GOH!
me: !?!?! are you talking to me?

I'M NOT MRS GOH! AND I'M DEFINITELY NOT A MOTHER!

i think HER mother didnt know whether to laugh or not.
ok, maybe to a 7 year old i may look old. but....!?

maybe i exude maternal instincts vibes.

ah, that must be it.