you learn new things everyday.

and ive been learning quite a lot.
about myself.

thought about things that i never thought i would ever think.

scrutinized every fraction of myself and forced to admit all my flaws.

searched my memories critically and examined how it may have affected my being all these years, no matter how i have always denied it.

it was, and is, one of the most difficult things i have ever done.

because it changes me. and change is well, either good or bad.

of course the good side is that ive taken the first step in recognition.

bad side is that.. i'm not exactly very sure of myself. and the feeling of displacement is always very hard to deal with.

but well, there's nothing in the world time cant help.