warning: rambling rambles!

we have been placed in a world where our identity is created by an intuition recognition of ourselves in other people.

social animals.

the world at large becomes a metric by which we measure ourselves.

you see, our level of self knowledge is incomplete. and in attempting to increase even a minimal fraction to it, we succumb to seeking that addition from others-- and dissenting from the norms automatically puts you in a different cateogry which serves to defeat your original purpose altogether. because you want to, or maybe the people want you to--whichever, you're expected to-- resemble everyone else.

social animals.

but you know, being a social animal isnt all that bad. after all, relationship bonds inspire mutual welfare, and this affects us in the positive way.

all about balance isnt it?

so perhaps that's why people adhere to the rules. maybe because they dont wish to make themselves more vulnerable then they already are. perhaps they dont wish to lose even more of the identity that they have created.

and that seems to be what is happening with me.

but then, i thought. there's always all this talk about losing oneself and findin oneself and knowing oneself.
there are several perfected theoratical solutions out there.
but the truth is, is it that important? because so many who seek to find themselves end up losing their way.

so why find the answer? let it come to you, and if it doesnt....well.. then.. it matters.. but does it really have to.?

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i love my song! it's super meaningful!

and i know how to put songs on my blog without relying on any music website now! i just realised all u need is the url!

i'm sorry.. i just feel smart.

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