have you ever felt a time where you're stuck within 2 contrasting emotions? and then you get so angry about being caught in such a situation that you tear yourself away and chuck both aside.

that's what everyone experiences all the time.

but instead of focusing on one like what everyone else does, i choose neither.
i refuse to entertain either, because of the emotional burden that i am adamantly unwilling to undertake.

unfortunately, you may shoot it but you cant gun it down.

i strive for simplicity. doesnt everyone? and most of times, of course things are such because of your choices. and we all have a tendency to blow everything out or proportion. i wonder why? is it innate? that we make things difficult for ourselves when in actual fact nothing is really that complicated.

people are weird.

and i happen to be part of these weird human species.

and why do people engage in the sin of greed? why are we not content with what we have?
maybe because what we have in our hands, we are unable to use it, therefore we throw it down and take somemore. the trouble starts when you dont know what you're willing to throw down and then you start forgetting you only have 10 fingers.

everyone looks towards the rainbow.
everyone wants all its 7 colours.
we have about 3 or 4 colours in our lives.
it's great to want the rest,
but we havent even started appreciating the colours that we already have.

life is strange.
because of lives like mine.
and weird people like me.

at least i know i have camaraderie from many.