strange how words that people say unknowingly without reference to you can give you such a large insight on your own life.
irritating how certain pictures viewed makes you wonder about position.
jealous about others' life paths that they undertake.

i really hate it.

cause i now know what the hell is wrong with me.

and that is,

i dont know what i want.

but ...

i know it's not this.

lots of things in my life now....

i hate it.

i want to lead a life i enjoy again.

i'm going to rob a bank.

tt's a joke btw. lest i become a suspect for anoter posb break in.

oh gawd i'm not even talking coherently.
i doubt anyone can understand what the hell i am writing nw.