let's talk about.... closure
a term which gestalt psychology describes as having completeness.

completeness. makes you think doesnt it? so debatedly, if we do not seek closure for certain issues, are we not a whole person? perhaps.

closure is a terminating a phase, bringing a conclusion. even the word itself acts as a finality, as if hearing or speaking of the word is your first step towards actually doing it.
i guess i'm a little confused whether closure is targeted externally or internally. outwards, it's easy to breeze through everyday, closure comes almost effortlessly because of the distractions that fall in place, or maybe distractions that you seeked to fall in place. but how does one actually seek closure inwards? therapy?

or maybe whatever happens is outside the realm of our understanding.
which made us wake up one day and suddenly you know everything doesnt seem that bad anymore.

religious intervening?

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i had one of my better sleeps last night.
probably because the lack of rest from the week's activities accumulated and finally crashed on me last night.
whatever it is, im thankful.

maybe what everyone needs is a good night's sleep.

so perhaps going out every night and piling on vices is the way for me, no?
well, actually, definitely not.
but as this is the only way i know, hmm i'll just take this way for now then.

anyway, ive decided.....
all the uncertainties and everything else that worried me, i cant be bothered with it anymore.

stoic is being indifferent to both pleasure and pain.
well, here's to the return of the mr stoic jem.